SOOOOO confused!!!

So.. Now the company is trying to CHAPTER me out of the army because I am going to mental health and stuff.
Awesome.. Since I can't deploy right now, and they are such bitches about their next pay grade or the strength of the soldiers in numbers, they want to chapter ME out.
Do they realize what a GREAT asset I am? So if they start a chapter which I should know by the end of the day if they do, I won't get promoted, because I am getting flagged. GRRR.

So all that hard work to get promoted just went out the window.
FINE .. I will go to school, and I will get a degree, and a better job. with the same benefits.

RAWR

Can everyone please just slap me in the face because I feel that is all there is left to do with everything going on!

Promotion

Board is on Tuesday, and I am FREAKING OUT!!!

Kanye's Stunt.. umm Hello..

Seriously, I'm sick of people thinking that we are hating on Kanye just because he is Black.  His color nor race has nothing to do with the dis-respect he fed Taylor Swift.  Lets play a game called role reversal.. Could you imagine what people would be saying about her if she jumped up there and did that to him??  That was a total A Hole move.  Disrespect is disrespect and it doesn't have a color! 

Lovin my Man

Married 3 months today :) woo hoo.. Sadly the Army hasn't give us much time together but, its all part of the game!
I LOVE YOU PATRICK ♥

Update Update Update

Patrick and I had a wonderful time on our quick four day trip up to WV, OH. His family threw us the cutest little wedding reception. Everyone was so nice, and welcoming me into their family with open arms. The next question on everyones mind is when are you making babies.

Well LOL, if it was only that easy.

whatever

I wish people could just be happy.
My family is always doing shit that isn't right for them, but I try to be happy for them.
Especially my sister! Sean got mad at me today because I don't tell him things any more, but I'm sick of my little brothers calling me Homo, and idiot for things they don't understand.
I am almost 27 years old, I've gone thru stupid things in my life, I've made my mistakes, and once in a while they need to realize that they need to shut their mouths and be tactful in what they have to say.
My dad has always been cynical, and can never be happy for me.
But whatever.
I don't talk to them because of these exact reasons.
I keep my life more of a secret because they can never be accepting without harsh criticism.
What person wants to be called names when they are trying to be happy?
GRR

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